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Post by tasmin melrose cosworth on Jul 1, 2011 17:05:59 GMT -6
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name: tasmin melrose cosworth age: twenty two membergroup: hotel resident face claim: history/personality: hello, i'm tasmin. okay, this sounds pretty lame already. hm, i should talk about my lifestyle, and the riches i have in my bank account. this is even lamer...and lamer isn't even a word. yes, i finished high school ! lets see, i don't have journal entries, so i'm doing this all on the top of my head. so bare with me, alright. so my mom. shes a total bitch, but you have to love her. i mean i can take her out to the club and she just might get more numbers than me, isn't that horrible. it doesn't matter though cause shes a whore, and always flirting with my boyfriends. i just laugh at her, and tell her to back up. we just laugh at stupid things, that's the kind of relationship we have. now i only take her out to the club like once a month, but when i do she tends to want to stay out longer than i do. shes a partier. people love her cause she has that hey what you doing personality, and befriends everyone. guys love her cause well shes hot, that's where i got my looks from, and well my career. shes a retired supermodel in south africa, which is where i' from. i have the accent and everything, but this isn't about me, yet. my mom is confident and loyal, and demands attention when she enters the room. when i said she is a bitch, she is. she has to have things her way or the highway, no doubt. it gets pretty annoying actually, and i just try to ignore it as much as possible.
my daddy, hes the best daddy ever. like he spoils me so much its sad. i can't take him out to the club like i can my mom though. i'd take him out to the country club or something. which is cool because usually the two of us play a tennis match or swim, so its a good work out for me. even though my dad is in his fifties, he is still a champ at tennis, i can hardly ever when. sometimes we even do doubles which is great cause we are paired up, so we crush the other team. my dad loves to play golf too, but i don't. so if i go i just end up driving the golf car, and looking cute. sometimes his co workers sons come and well that's always enjoyable. my dad and i are probably even closer than my mom and i. i mean obviously im close with my mom, but i mean i call my dad like every day just to see how his day was. i don't do that with my mom, at all. my dad is actually not from south africa, but from new york city. his parents, my grandparents, have this huge company that he end up running when they retired. he went to south africa on a business trip, which is where he met my mother. though they are divorced now, it really doesn't affect me. i never actually thought my parents has loving one another, they were just attracted to one another, the lust making them think it was more.
my grandparents adored my mother. one, she wasn't using them for their money. my mom was a uprising model, and was bring in her own money, and not even that, but my mother dad was a widow, but had his very own wine company business. my family were bring in the dough. my grandmother and grandfather loved this, and supported my daddy. they even was excited that he was moving to south africa to be with my mother. so when i was born they flew in to see me, and of course they loved me and wanted all of us to move to new york. not happening, we stayed. i was a baby, i didn't mind. my grandparents were frustrated but accepted my mothers wishes. i grew up in south africa till i was about ten, and then ended up moving to new york to be with my grandparents, and all that. it was for the best since the company origin was in new york city. my mother no longer cared cause she was done with modeling, so we moved with no second thoughts. i got a nice close bond with my grandparents, and my grand papi from my moms side moved to new york with us, cause we all loved him that much.
i was ten when we first moved from south africa. it was different way different. being teased was what got to me the most kids are vicious, i know that now, i didn't know that when i first attended a private school. i really didn't know who i could trust. i mean one minute a guy was like hey, and the next minute he was like ugh. now only the guys but the girls. i mean they were way worse. i was from south africa, all they really cared about is that i was from africa. they thought i lived in a tent, where i saw lions all the time. they wondered why my name wasn't something shalockaboocolockafoo, something crazy like that. i mean really. they would even ask me why i wasn't darker, racist much. i mean i couldn't stand them when i first got there, and i didn't stop there. i mean i got worse in high school. i mean i got friends over the years, and attended the same school. its just those kids got smarter and wondered if i had some kind of disease. it was pretty harsh, i had a tough childhood and teenage life when i was at school. which was like twenty four seven since it was a boarding school and i only went home on breaks. when i did go home it was awesome. i mean being with my family, and going shopping. shopping could cure any broken heart. the only problem was my mom and dad were getting a divorced. i wasn't really like what ! omg ! i hate you ! it was like ohh finally. sounds bad but when you were around them when they were fighting it got pretty annoying. now they don't fight, they just hook up. its pretty gross thinking about it, but its life right.
lets see, whats next. maybe the fact that i'm bisexual and how my lovely family members took that. okay so at first it started off as drunk hook up with women, or girls, whatever you want to call the female human race. it just happened when i was a senior. i just happened to be going out a lot more, and well i was binge drinking. i would hook up with anyone, like guys or girls, and teachers. it was pretty crazy once you think about it now. the day after was horrible, to see the person you just had sex with, especially when it was a girl. i mean i felt awkward and just wrong. it just happened and when i woke up i really didn't feel anything towards those girls, well or those guys the next day. thats what made it worse though. though when i went back to new york from school when i see girls on the sidewalk i was like oh shes pretty, but i always thought that. this time it was different, a hmm what kind of underwear does she have on? thats totally different and well i started hooking up with them and well when i was sober. so i knew i had to tell my parents, i was into girls. i mean it was totally different cause i was boy crazy. now i was liking girls, and girl crazy. i knew i wasn't a lesbian cause i was still very much in love with guys. i would probably die if i had to give up boys or they'd disappeared from earth. so i first told my mom, she is more laid back, and well she was like oh..i see...wanna go pick some up tonight. haha, it was pretty epic that she said that, and well thats what we did for the night. my dad was more like what the hell tasmin. he even made me talk to someone, cause it was apparently just in my head. but he soon came to realize i was serious. my grandparents didn't care, they were far from old fashion, and my grand papi was probably like my mom. he had said something about us picking up girls together. my family is pretty awesome.
though dad was a little more okay with it he moved us to colorado. it was all part of his scheme, i was just like uh okay. i really didn't care, new york city was getting overrated, and i heard there were a lot of band guys in colorado, so i was like whatever. so we moved and well i lived on my own, i was eighteen and had graduated from school. i didn't have to stay at home or do all of that stuff with my family anymore, but i love them so usually go to their house to eat for dinner. that's just who i am. i attend a college, and well im twenty two. i'm pretty old now, it sucks. but oh well. this is my last year of college before i go to med school. i'm a pretty smart kid, well smart when it comes to some stuff, not all. i still hook up with girls and guys, and well im just really focused on my own thing. i don't care what people think of me, or all of that. I'm outgoing and loud. its my way or the highway, just like my madre. i love to have fun and hand out with friends. thats what i like the most, hang out with my friends, and well reading. it sounds weird for me, but i do. oh, i and im in miami florida just relaxing..really.
rp sample: kale and adele.
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